I

I am
I will
I can
I shall
I know
I have
I see

I am myself
I will go forth
I can push through
I shall remain
I know the truth
I have my time
I see the sun

I am fine...

Vegitable Cream Soup (Created by ME!!!)

* This will feed 4-6 people, but most likely just 4 or 5.

-6 cups of water
-2 1/2 table spoons of Beef Bouillon
-A head of lettuce- Shredded (Spinich can be used as a replacement. I think it's better.)
-8 baby carrots cut into fourths
-1/3 a 16 oz package of spaghetti
-7 baby tomatoes cut into fourths (yellow squash or zucchini can be used as a replacement.)
-3 table spoons of diced onion or chives
-Butter- 1 teaspoon (Not melted)
-Salt (add to your liking)
-Pepper 1/2 teaspoon
- Powder garlic 1 teaspoon
- Half a bay leaf (crushed)
-2 tabled spoons of sour cream
-1/2 teaspoon of soy sauce
-1/2 teaspoon of Extra Virgin Olive Oil

*Keep temp on high till all ingredients are added, then switch to med.

*Cook until you feel it is done.

*Let simmer to keep warm, once cooking is complete.


Enjoy!!!

Who I am

It feels at times I'm lost at night, struggling for a stabled flight. I feel the wind. It blows to hard. My thoughts are those I can't discard. The ringing sound that takes me away. I lose my self from day to day, but in the quiet of my mind, I know, and can't be lost behind.

Time

You never have enough time. Well at least that's my case. I am always running around like a mad women, trying to do everything. I make these huge plans that by no means, can be done in one day, but I still do it. So, I am conflicted by time... and patients. Both don't settle well with me.

Life is too short to just give up on. To pretend there is nothing left of it, because there is always something new, exciting. Don't let your life just be normal, let it be different and unique in it's very own why, where no one can say it was there's too.

Music

Magically corrupting

Unloosing

Sender of secret messages

Incredibly powerful

Clouds the world

The sun

the sun shines bright above our heads
Coaxing us from our cozy beds
The light that brings the plants to grow
The shining heat that kisses our nose

Twilight (sims 3) [Part 1]

I created this!!

You know... you get used to how things are, and then if anything changes you don't really know what to do, weather it be bad or good. It's like your whole life is purched on this stupid "normal" and once it changes, you have to recolect your marbols and find a new pocket to store them in.

Friends

The friends that are true are the ones that would help you out no matter what has happened! The ones that who ever you are, they will always love you. The people who will encourage you, and help you do better. The people who will laugh and cry with you... And even if the unimaginable happens... they are still there.

Time

It would be great to be 16 again!"

"Your insane!!" I reply, slighting laughing from the weirdness of it all. "You want to go back and deal with the drama, poor choices, crapy teachers and boy trouble? You want this for your self? This is your dream?"

She stifles a shocked laugh..."No, I don't want to have to pay bills or worry about work or housing. I want to go to school and see friends on a regular basis. I want time... I want to go outside wearing too much make-up and have no one care because it is just a phase. I want to get into a fight just for fun, and then laugh about it later... I want freedom."

"Freedom?" I ask. "Is this freedom?"

"Depending on who you choose to be... yes."

"Can I be free again?" I say looking down at my thumbs.

"Yes, if you only try."

*This is not about me... this is part of a short story I wrote for school*

The Spot in Your Heart

Have you found that little spot

In the center of your heart

Do you understand the feeling

that makes it stop and start

It is quiet

And unheard

Makes you flutter

Like a bird

Does time bring you the know

Or is it fate that lets you go

How can you leave it in the night

It would be the most of fright

But when there's nothing else to hold

You should take it fast and bold

You'll say I love you

And that's all he needs to know

Inside eyes

I'll try to make you see, but refusal covers everything. By the time that this is done I'll be in pieces all out run. Time comes quickly to a close.I bid you adieu. I leave you, my friend, with endless dreams.

Reality

It's so odd how a hour... a minute, even a tiny second can change your life forever. May it be for better, or worse. In just a small fragment of time you can improve yourself... or erase parts of yourself. Who you are, what you stand for... even the purpose of witch you believe you came. Reality is so there... so real at times that you can't help think that it isn't reality at all. I guess you have to move on and keep understanding that God loves you, cause in the end... that's all that matters.

Doggy Kisses

Right now I am trying to write while being licked to death by my friends dog. I am finding this quite a challenge and it should be when a fairly fat dog is knocking your arm out of the way to get a better view of your face. Yes... I am covered in doggy slobber, but I never said i didn't like it :)

Life is like a song

Life is like a song. It starts out slow, you are unable to know what is coming next. As times goes on your decisions and experiences(Lyrics) fill your head and keep you thinking. You may repeat what you have learned or what you have done(Chorus) many times before understanding, but ultimately in the end you have learned so much more. You may not know the full meaning behind the song, but you feel that you listened for the better.

When you realize you can't live with out something, it shifts your focus to preserving it.

My self

I tend to take things to seriously. Take the most stupid things to heart only to get disappointed. I expect to much, but hate it when people expect to much out of me. I am a silly little hypocrite, but so are most people. I have learned, from my sort but fully lived life that I have to take it one day at a time and never stop smiling. Witch I believe has been successful.

Music

Music is the language that everyone understands differently -Sarah

Hello!

Hi I am so sorry I have deserted you all... well actually I should say you few :) I have been so involved with the play that i forgot about this nifty little place. Well I am back and ready to get writing! Hope your lives are full of joy!

-Sarah

As I am.

I guess I make since. How can you perch a dime on a fence?

I know what is on that dime. Too heavy for it to fall, but to light too stand up tall.

It doesn't have to catch your eye. That small but simple little dime. You flip it once and it says good bye.

Take my hand and wring it out to fit your face.

I can't see what you have meant me too be. Is it life we need?

We take it all and stand up as we should and are. Too be the person we are inside. Take away that incessant guide.

As I am...

We are.

Here I am.

I am so sorry I have not been on for a while. I have been busy. Any way here is a little poem for you.

Sound... quite, but loud.

In the night it's over powered.

Take it all from me.

It'll be fine.

I think I know what song to sing.

A couple lyrics intertwined.

It is too much for broken wings to fly.

Pained your holly empty sky.

Now it is blue...

Here we are.

Your the only one.

This is what I can see as me.

List your paths and see that time.

Time is my rhyme.

Take everything from me... it's fine.

To much for a lie... don't lie.

Here am I.

Your the only one.

Take it down from wince it came.

The cards are played all the time.

So let them rest for a while.

People and my business.

You know what is very annoying. When people can't just let you be yourself.

School Tomorow

School tomorrow. It is a new semester, but surprisingly I have most of the same teachers. Huh. well I guess nothing really changes. I know this is a short post, but I had too say that.

Look at your eyes (Original song) I wrote this all by myself!

Hope you enjoy! :D

Good Morning

This really is quite silly of me. It is early in the morning and I should be off in my room getting ready for school, but my computer was calling me. Have you ever just had that urge to write? Well I am sure at least one of you have and it isn't everyday that you have the time. Well that is atleast my case. So I wake up early in the morning and waist the time I NEED for getting ready and explore my blog until I know it is just to silly to keep going.

Live laugh love.

Live, laugh, love

vivire, ridere, amare (Itallian)

Vivre, Rire, Aimer (French)

Vivir, reír, amor (Spanish)

Zise, Gela, Agapa (Greek)

leben, lieben, lachen (German)

viva, sorria, ame, (Portuguese)

生活，人生 笑 爱 (Chinese)

живой, смех, любовь (Russian)

生きる. 笑う. 愛する (Japanese)

Foggy Streams

So we swim through foggy streams recreating everything. It may go fast when we can't see, but silence makes the world we need. We don't have to hear to breath, but in the night the swirling waters sing.

can you feel it crisp and clear, whispering sweetly in your ear. I guess it takes some life to know what's really going on below.

The things you see in your wildest dreams. The time you take so you can think. All your life is on the brink.

vivire, ridere, amare.

My other blog/ old blog.

Few of you are aware of my old blog The World and it's roses. Well I will be doing that blog again along with this one. Here is the link. ENJOY!!! http://www.theworldanditsroses.blogspot.com

My Dream Part 1

I am going to share with you a dream I had at about 6 or 7 and then had two more times at 10 and 12. Now this dream may seem a little confusing or insignificant, but every time I had the dream I got the strangest feeling after I woke up... like it was important. So hear is my dream enjoy.


Okay the dream started out showing my family and me on a white crews ship with my best friend Brooklyn. I was gazing off the front of the ship, a smile across my face. I was about 14 or 15. Now remember I was 6 or 7 when I first had this dream, so keep that in mind as I tell you this. Anyway, my appearance was extremely close to how I look now, except my hair was a little past my shoulders instead of slightly above them. My arms were folded and my hair was being blown back by the mild wind coming towards me. My friend Brooklyn, along with the rest of my family was behind me, standing as if they were posing for a photo. I remember getting up from my stance and walking over to Brooklyn to have a little chat.

Next my dream switches to a scene of me wobbling down a narrow hall too my room. The carpet in the hall was brown gold and the walls were a pasty white. I don't remember what the room looked like, but I remember being in there when I heard a voice come over the intercom. The voice said that the boat had hit an ice burg and that we were too abandon ship. I know, very titanic like, but this part confused me because in the dream it was the middle of June or July.

The next scene showed me sprinting down the same hall, a terrified look on my face. I had to find my family and friend. Once I got to the part of the ship that my dream had originally started at, I found my family bundled in blankets waiting for their turn to get on life boats. I ran over and huddled next to my mom.

"Okay you're next." I heard my dad say, picking me up and setting me on a chunk of ice outside of the boat.

"What about you?" I asked with worried eyes.

"I will follow after I help a few more people." My dad smiled and then helped my mother, brother and Brooklyn down onto the same piece of ice I was clinging too. After we were securely situated my dad kicked us away from the boat and waved goodbye. I waved back, a big hot tear running down my nose. I was not to see my dad again(In the dream).

Our ice piece floated away from the boat. At this point of the dream the scene switched from me crying looking back at the sinking ship, wondering if my dad made it. Too the last moments of the people that were stuck at the bottom of the ship and were doomed to die in the waters of the pacific ocean( I know... ice chunks? You will get it as the dream goes on).

It showed a mother holder her crying children, here head resting on one of theirs. A newly wed couple kissing their last kiss and lots of screaming. The scene ended with the last kiss of the newly weds.

After a while we found ourselves floating past a women floating in the icy water, her eyes tiered.

"Please!" She cried out with her remaining strength. "Take my children." Her children were also floating helplessly in the water. My mother looked back at me, her face full of worry.

"I will take your children." My mother assured the women, grabbing her kids out of the water too safely secure them on our ice chunk. After the children were placed next to me, shivering their mother sunk under the water.

We continued to float away, and further away from the boat. My heart sunk when I realized my dad was not going to catch up. Instead of dwelling on that unpleasant though I directed my attention to the water ahead. It was an odd sight, but to my eyes I was seeing a waterfall.

"A water fall!" I shrieked, flinging myself into my friend Brooklyn's lap. The other children shrunk back including my brother suddenly terrified. The waterfall came oh too fast and before I knew it we were flying over the edge onto a worm sandy California beach.

"What?" I was confused. How could the weather take such a drastic turn.

"I think you three should go get help while I calm the children." My mother said to me, Brooklyn and my brother Robert.

"Okay... be safe." I whispered to my mother as I stepped of the quickly melting ice piece on to the worm sand.

We didn't go very far before we found a house that looked friendly enough to ask help from.

"Ring the door bell." I instructed my brother

"Okay."

Part 2 will come soon. This dream is just quite long to I think this post is long enough. :)

LIfe

Life is fast.
Life splits and twits.
Life hears and adheres.

Life is wild and free and fragile.
Life is not yours.
Life is yours.

You can't pick what life you are born into, but you can pick and choose the life you live.

You are not just living for yourself, but you are living for countless other lives that you have and will influence.

Time is quick.
Time picks and chooses.
Time does not discriminate.

Time keeps.
Time weeps.
Time knows .
And time grows.

There never seams like there is enough time or life. We keep going, at times blind.


Decisions are tough.

We may make numberless amounts of wrong decisions before we learn the right ones that we are making still.

We can hate and we can take.
We can grow just as time knows.
But can you hear?

I guess it isn't certain how I live.
What have I given? allot?
Yes...

Even though at times it feel like all I have given is pain and taken is joy I know I am just forcing myself.

Ask yourself.

Is that you?

Are you you?


YES?


Say hello to a knew day and let life on it's way.

Take flight.
Take life.
Bring day.
Bring rain.

U can say it.
We can say it.

Together...

Goodbye.
Don't cry.
Be a smile and have a great day.

Until next time...


Thank you...

(This was completely written by me! Please don't copy or reprint it!!! Thank you!)

The Land of Warcraft [part 1]

I made this all by myslef and i think it is rally good.

Sorry that only one song played... it got messed up :3